i have too much self - selfish.
now i know how the proud people may hate themselves.
n pride can just finish a person like death can do.
self-confidence is hard to find, at least to me.
people say I am confident, but am I?
I just pile pressure onto myself, fearing that I can't do what I promise.
fear is just fear.
to face fear is to win self.
and to win self is to heed to others.
no self is alone in an island.
and an island is in the world.
no one can live alone.
and no one will not want to help another.
as we become apathetic, we also become fearful.
fearing that things can haunt us, will haunt us.
thinking that things can happen, they will happen.
deja vu happens in dreams, but manifests in the world.
and that is a form of fortune telling, a creation of the future.
complicated is not a word to describe an not so simple heart.
complicated is simply thinking too much.
and by thinking too much, you easily lose yourself.
when you lose yourself, you fear.
because you can't control your life.
and not controlling your life will be what a person fear the most.
