First time ever

Yes, for the first time ever, I was at a real cosplay convention!!!

Date was on the 27th of December 2009 and I'll remember this day forever! Could not stop smiling all day while I was there : ) It is an UNFORGETTABLE EXPERIENCE!!!

the EOY.

but it can be improved with the venue being bigger, though that will most probably mean more expensive tickets... but it's the experience that counts! or the affordability of the event?

I wonder...

Now, my heart is with SOY and it will be better than ever!!!

-Cat

Afraid. Very afraid.

I am afraid of trying.

So I am doing nothing at all in the end.

And this feeling of despair makes me think I'm just a whiner.

自信填满

自信、自卑就是双胞胎。
不能分离还是很难分离，
或是很难搞定。

都是人性。
心性，性格。

就不知几时自卑，
几时自信。
我就是难搞定！

don't feel like doing anything

I am not alone.

No one is.

But we feel we are.

We feel lonely because we think we are important.

And important people will have people by their side all the time.

Untrue. True. Untrue. True.

I have plucked out all the petals of the rose!

And so it's true.

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And I feel like falling in love with every guy who treats me well. I am not loving the right way.